Do you know when you are CERTAIN your church isn’t right for you?
It is when you DREAD going to it.
I swear I am invisible there. I’ve been there for over a decade every since it was a little fetus of a church and now they closed off any sense of “belonging” regarding an individual called myself. Maybe it’s time for some change in venue. This one is slowly becoming a replica of my high school.
It’s been a week since I came back from College. The days move so slow as I tried to browse through all the TV shows I’ve ever wanted to watch during the school year. I started with the continuation of Game of Thrones, then moved on to over-excessive dose of Family Guy, Futurama, Drawn Together, and some random TLC shows.
Upon a week of doing this coupled with outings that consisted of no productivity and a use of money I finally decided I’m sick of leisure days. I devoted myself to cleaning, then some books, and now I’ve finally given up trying to stay “as free and unproductive as possible” it’s killing me.
So at 12:37AM I packed for my trip to Vietnam, Korea, and my return to School in North Carolina, cleaned my Kitchen from top to bottom, and decided to download a whole bunch of Vietnamese podcasts and piled about eight books on top of each other (the bible included) to read. And FINALLY I am happy with myself.
And now I am beginning to wonder if I have a minor case of OCD since anything crooked within my sight bothers me, but heck, I only know the colloquial gist of OCD so maybe I am stating something totally wrong.