Birthday kinda sucks
Ever since I was young I heard “The times right before your birthday pretty much sucks, it’s like the year is trying to get all the bad luck left over from the year out of its system before a new year approaches”. I am pretty sure it is a random superstition my mom has but this year I SWEAR it is coming true. I have never been so work overloaded, focus scattered, blocked, and stuck with assignments that just never seem to end RIGHT BEFORE friggen spring break ever. And to have it so busy (and not just me) that I don’t even get to see my friends and I am stuck in front of three computers and a monitor and sketches and coding and error messages for 8 friggen hours with progress that is barely enough to cover a snail track really makes the coveted 21st birthday so much better. And now I am ranting on tumblr because I think ranting on fb where most of my friends would tell me to stop whining or talk behind my back about ranting is something I really want to avoid.
Apart from the massive amount of work that seemed REALLY F’N overwhelming for the first time this semester I spilt my drink on my chair so now it is soaking wet, and I am super hungry, and my bf can’t even make it to say happy birthday because he is so friggen busy and I haven’t eaten since five and somehow I made a stupid mistake on the previous assignment and got 20 points off for a stupid reason. Along with that I just got three rejection letters from researches I wanted to do.
Really God, thank you….for not making it rain in my room. I just want this day to END. This officially beats the 19th birthday I had where I spent it alone with day old dunkin donuts because I picked the wrong day to go traveling alone.